I Just Wanna Move Your Heart

I’ve been humming this song a lot recently. It’s called move your heart by maverick city music. It’s probably my new favorite worship song. 

Some of the lyrics go like this: 

I just wanna move Your heart

It’s all I wanna do

I just wanna stand in awe

And pour my love on You

No matter how much the cost

I freely give it all to You

All to You

I just wanna move Your heart

Get caught within Your gaze

Right here in Your presence, God

Is where I wanna stay

Oh, just to dwell in Your house

Waste my hours and my days on You

Just on You

So is it a fragrance?

Then I pour my oil out

Is it a life laid down?

Then here I give my vows

Is it a song I sing?

Then here’s every melody

Just tell me what moves You

Tell me what moves You

For ministry lately we’ve gotten to do a few church services, mainly with the police force here in Chichicastenango. I have the privilege of serving with some amazingly, talented people. They have such God given gifts of speaking and singing. For a majority of the services I sat in the back praying over the people there, my teammates who were sharing, and for the presents of the Lord to be evident in big ways. 

I’ve learned to more deeply value the power of intercession but, there was a point where I struggled with this being what I was doing. I felt like I needed to be more or do more. “What do I look like to everyone? What do people think of me? Especially since I’m supposed to be a team leader…Do they think I’m just lazy? Will they think I’m not gifted enough?” 

Then I realized, to be blunt, I don’t really care. I don’t care what anyone thinks of me. I just want to move the Lords heart. That’s all. 

I used to dream of being a speaker all around the world at big conventions. Don’t get me wrong I still think that would be pretty stinking cool but, it just doesn’t seem as important to me as it used to. All I want to do is move the Lord’s heart and whatever that looks like is between me and Him. I think it looks different every day. I have to meet Him every day to ask “how can I move your heart today?” One day It’s simply loving a friend well by buying them a coffee and maybe another day it is getting to do something like speak at Liberty University’s convocation.

But If all I ever do is nameless and faceless, if I never receive any fame or glory — ok. I don’t want glory here on earth from man, I want glory in heaven, I want my heavenly father to be proud of me. No matter how much it cost because that is all that truly matters. Just tell me what moves you God.